The sword and the staff

"It was he who gave some to be apostles, some to be prophets, some to be evangelists, and some to be pastors and teachers, to prepare God's people for works of service, so that the body of Christ may be built up until we all reach unity in the faith and in the knowledge of the Son of God and become mature, attaining to the whole measure of the fullness of Christ.

Then we will no longer be infants, tossed back and forth by the waves, and blown here and there by every wind of teaching and by the cunning and craftiness of men in their deceitful scheming. Instead, speaking the truth in love, we will in all things grow up into him who is the Head, that is, Christ". (Eph 4.11- 15 NIV)

There is so much to see in this passage that entire books could be filled just working out what it all means, but what I want to focus on is the relationship that is proposed here between truth and love.

Four different kinds of giftings are mentioned here - apostles, prophets, evangelists and pastor-teachers - all of which have the same aim, to prepare God's people for a different kind of living, a holy oneness where we all pull in the same direction and increasingly resemble Christ's character. This is a great statement of unity in diversity. It should be possible within the body of Christ to exhibit the kind of unity that is seen nowhere else. A unity which is not based on uniformity, on us all being from the same place, but which comes from the fact that we are all going in the same direction - that is toward Jesus Himself. Perhaps the lack of such a unity in the church merely shows how little we have loved our saviour.

What stands out to me here though is one particular gifting, that of the pastor-teacher. The pastor-teacher is at once a shepherd and a warrior. She has to delicately balance caring for the sheep and fighting off the wolves, just as King David did all those years ago. The pastor must hold the tension between truth and love and constantly find the middle ground. It is not enough to simply be 'right', because rightness without love is not right at all. Neither is it enough to be 'loving'. There is no real love without truth. The pastor-teacher must find a way to hold both the sword and the staff at the same time with the same goal in mind, the advancement of the flock.

Perhaps the fact that this is such a difficult dance explains why so few even attempt it these days. We have our great teachers of course, but so many of them have withdrawn to the ivory towers of academia, caring little for the cold, hard realities of day-to-day life. We prefer to be purists, ever narrowing down on our subject so that we know all there is to know about one thing. Perhaps we avoid the human for this very reason - it is too complex. Humans don't sit still on the page as words do. Sadly we see this in the church as much as we do in the academy. Leaders who have chosen to withdraw from the day-to-day work of loving other people as Christ loves them. It is no surprise that their 'truth' is not really transformative. It may be academically sound and well researched, but it will not ever resonate or change us. It is no surprise that the best 'theologians' of every generation are pastors too (think Barth, Bonhoeffer, N.T. Wright).

There are also those who would prefer to police others instead of pastoring them. They have the title of the pastor but none of the love to go with it. They are managers of people but not shepherds and once again, their example will never lead others into maturity in Christ Jesus (see http://jonnyhughes.blogspot.com/2009/03/pastors-or-police.html)

On the other hand there are those who 'just want to love' those around them, without telling them what they need to hear. Out of a fear of offending, a fear of man, they end up blessing any mess and sacrificing their sheep on the altar of tolerance. I admit that I tend toward this end of the extreme, which is perhaps why I love to be around people with the guts to tell people the truth.

What is needed are those people and those communities that hold the tension between truth and love. Those who know that truth and love are not alien concepts but fraternal twins, different sides of the same coin. Jesus did this and if we are to grow into his likeness as mature followers we need to be around those who also do this. Yes we need prophets, apostles and evangelists too, but I sense our faith is lacking more from a lack of truthful love than it is from vision or evangelistic zeal.

Perhaps the answer is for us all to discover the place within us where we can hold the sword and the staff simultaneously. To practice loving people into truth. Wherever we find ourselves from day-to-day, I believe we are demanded to be the sorts of people who live in this tension wherever we go and whatever we are doing.